请英语高手帮忙翻译一段话！谢谢！（英译汗）

Question

carnage....2009-01-05 12:48In a long time,I pretent that i was on the right way which towards the shore of happiness

Finally i failed

i could not get rid of the shadow of the destiny

My beloved girl passed away and living with God

i saw the sense of frustration from my admirable father.....

it`s much farther....it`s much more difficult.......

no words in this world could be use as tool to express my current feeling.....

for my ridiculous action chould not response to my silly

From here and then,the only

from here and then,the only job i can touch is drawing pictures in the pavement hoping passes throw nickles on my hat....

to be one short of them

i wish i were never been born.......

see you around my dignity......my life....as well as my love...

okay

it`s the hour...............

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翻译的合理！
在此跪谢！

Answer 1

Finally i failed
最终我仍失败了！

i could not get rid of the shadow of the destiny
我无法摆脱命运的阴影

My beloved girl passed away and living with God
我的至爱已经过世随上帝而去了

i saw the sense of frustration from my admirable father.....
我看见我所敬仰的父亲流露出沮丧的神情

it`s much farther....it`s much more difficult.......
它更加遥远........更加地困难重重了.........

no words in this world could be use as tool to express my current feeling.....
这世间已经找不到任何可以用来表述我此时此刻内心的感受了........

for my ridiculous action chould not response to my silly
因为我荒谬的表现无法解释我的愚蠢

from here and then,the only job i can touch is drawing pictures in the pavement hoping passes throw nickles on my hat....
从今往后我只能在街头人行道上画画，希望有人往我的帽子里投掷零钱铜板......

to be one short of them
曾有一段时间里

i wish i were never been born.......
我希望我从未来到过这个世界上.......

see you around my dignity......my life....as well as my love...
我的尊严....我的生活.....还有我的爱........再见了！

okay
好吧
it`s the hour...............
时间到了

Answer 2

(曾经)很长一段时间里,我都假装(自欺欺人地以为)我在前往幸福彼岸的正道上,
最终,我还是失败了
我无法逃脱宿命的阴影
我挚爱的女孩去了,与上帝同在
我从我可敬的父亲那了解了挫折的意义
(然而)这更深远,也更令人感到艰苦
没有任何语言能表达我此刻的心情
(即使)我荒谬的行为也无法说明我的愚蠢
从此,我所能做的只是在人行道上绘画,并期待路人向我的帽子里丢个硬币
离开他们
我希望我从来没有来到这个世界
再见了,我的尊严,我的生活,还有我的爱情
OK
是时候了

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竟可能匹配和直译,不过有些地方还是意译会感觉顺口点,省略一些.

Answer 3

很长一端时间里,我假装我已经在通往快乐彼岸的正道上.

终于我失败了.

我无法逃出命运的影子.

我深爱的女孩去世了,和上帝生活在了一起.

我曾经从我敬爱的父亲那里领悟到挫折的意义.

但这远远不止那样 这种痛苦更加的艰难

没有任何言语可以用来表达我现在的感受

因为我可笑的行为无法回应我的愚蠢

自始至终 唯一的

自始至终 我所接触的唯一工作就是在人行道上画画希望走过的人们可以把钱扔在我的帽子上

作为一个比他们低一等的人

我希望我从来没有出生过

再见 我的尊严 我的生命 还有,我的爱人

好了

是时候了..